current mood : sad

current music playing : Cherrywaves Acoustic- Deftones

 

In 9hrs, they’ll be off in a plane. I have a gut feeling it’s gonna be hard for me. My god i’ll miss them like crazy. The only family i had for the past one and a half month. the only time i felt i had a family is when they’re here. the feeling’s just different going out with fad’s family. in fact, it saddens me more that i don’t own one. with all the drama going on, there is no way i can ever dream to have a normal family. which is why now, im re considering houston. sigh let’s see how it goes. it’s lovely to have a mom for the past weeks. and felt awesome to have siblings. it felt really good. damn good that it hurts.

see you in a couple of hours at the airport guys. i promise to catch you guys in 2012.