i.am.allure

my biased playground

i’m a boy at heart, really.
for those whom swears by zodiac, believing it shapes a person, scorpio is my definition.
born to a javanese (mom's mumma) + malay (mom's dad) and a filipina (runaway dad's mumma) +
spanish (runaway dad's dad), adopted and raised at 3 yrs old in Brunei and given a new name by my new set of intelligent parents,
my mom's eldest sister and her half indian, half malay husband, whom i call ibu and ayah and i owe my life with gratitude to them,
sadly we weren't on best terms since i turned 13. and it became worse as of currently.
for my closest who has seen me stumbled and weathered my darkest days of life,
from teen years to a young adult.
i have begun recovery since early last year.
my grandpa and nanny are best family i will ever have. period.
i'm sick having to live a lie about where i came from as what the old generation stood by,
revolving guilt, shame and deviating from the norm.
and today i emerge stronger, healthier, liberated and most of all happier.
this is me
yours truly
@llure
xoxoxo

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